Vol3, you're a fucking loser trailer park trash who unironically watches BLACKED porn.
You have no control over your life and the world, the best you can do is be a virtual janny for a deformed sweaty gamer.
You are an incel, no matter how triggered you are by the term, you dated an ugly ginger addicted to methamphetamine, she suffered from severe illnesses and deepened your addictions even further, this is not a victory for you over Zach/Nuzach or anyone else anons.
Continue daily coping and desperately lying to yourself and to others.