Himna was having sex while lying about being a wiz on wizcord.
He did not just have sex with random girls but also had camsex with other girls and even guys he met online.
He also invited women to private group chats where he was with Soulkius.
Soulkius told me this and begged me not to tell anyone especially not Rodyar. He knew for a long time that Himna was a sexhaver, being so close to him and one of his best friends. I said that I wouldn't but now that they're both gone it makes no sense to keep this information secret.
Soulkius died a virgin, he never even got that school diploma he was preparing for. He did not find a reason. He was depressed. I remember him saying there was no point in studying or pursuing a normal life bickers he found no motivation to do so and very little reward. His brain was defective and couldn't produce happiness, he couldn't feel cocksment he did not want to do anything at one point, that isn't healthy and neither does it confirm any pessimistic belief. I could not have helped him at the time. He was deeply sick and even bothered that he was balding. He suffered as well from extreme loneliness.
Life is unfair like that, the virgin dies deprived, without having experienced love and a gf and romantic life, no status at all, not even from his peers after losing his reputation even in an insignificant little and confined space on the www, he is but another user that will be forgotten after all
while the lying nonvirgin is still having sex and enjoying life, has friends, a family, and will continue to live on and probably plans to reproduce to have a legacy
the takeaway from this?
Take the words of normalfags lightly, even when they affirm that life is hell, their life is nothing of the sort. They cannot relate to you. It is in a way better to be alone than to spend your time with poisonous snakes. Do not end your lives. Cherish your spirit. As above so below.