>Haha you caught me late night drunk posting
Been there myself heh
>Lots of Christians are. I'm curious if there is a specific branch or thinker you follow or would recommend to me.
I have some guesses why some Christians might be opposed to robowaifus on personal and possibly even Biblical grounds. I'm personally in support of them for one major and one minor reason. The major reason is I'd like to see a) disenfranchised young men have companionship of a sort in a culture gone mad with gynocentrism and a whole swarm of other -isms (mainly related to fundamental one; feminism), and b) help to push for the downfall of feminism to the extent humanly possible. Robowaifus help with both, but my prime reason is to help the poor men without a mate directly as a result of the evil effects of feminism on our society. In my opinion at the least they deserve to have a robowaifu in their lives.
>Yeah probably. Specifically, I'm angry that we live in a world where we have to lie, conceal and play mind games to access love, that people mislead us and attack us when we ask for help
As a Christian it's my firm belief that only the Love of God is enduring. Any other type falls short. And the shittiness of the world is a direct result of the fall by our progenitors Adam and Eve of course.
>and that my brain is particularly unsuited for all these horrible shit tests.
I absolutely agree, I hate that crap as well.
>Growing up, people were shitty to me about my poor social skills, and authority figures shamed me for having a sexuality, even though all kids with good social skills were extremely sexual and didn't have any shame about it.
I'm guessing it's about loving young girls since you've admitted as much in your doll thread. There is no Biblical guidance on this topic specifically as near as I can tell, so it's down to the cultural mores of the people involved in your childhood and youth. And today with pedo-hysteria run rampant in the West you know you'll be ostracized going in ofc. As for the crap in your past, all I can really do is try to encourage you is that God wasn't doing it to you Dollfan, the individuals themselves were making their own choices. I'm also pretty sure Satan was involved in various ways trying to destroy you.
>The version of Catholicism I grew up with didn't have a strong Satan character, so all the evil my fault basically.
We are all fallen and sinful in our own natures though.
>All the good was god though – humans weren't allowed to take credit.
God is good, and I'm pretty sure He would be OK with you receiving due credit for real good.
>I flirted with Satanism for a while because I like rebellion and it fits with my narrative of "we're gonna build our way out of this hell Jehovah put us in."
I did too, so I understand that feel Dollfan. In fact my dabbling with Satanism indirectly led to my heart being ready for the salvation message of Jesus Christ and my salvation by Christ.
>However, Satanism has less appeal when I think about all the feminists in it.
There are a ton of them in it. Witchcraft is all about trying to control others against their will, which is practically a basic feminist tenet imo.
>Anyway, I think Christianity makes a lot more sense with a character for us to project our anger onto (Satan), but because my childhood religion didn't have that, I was taught to internalize it. This is probably a big source of resentment.
I honestly think the only way to be healed fully of bitterness in life is through salvation Dollfan. When you realize what your own sin cost the Son of God, then you also realize how pointless it is to be bitter towards others. You yourself deserve much worse apart from God.
>The other problem I have with Christianity is that its a compliance test. If you aren't resentful about the hell god has put us in, then you go to heaven. What a bullshit rule. What if its a shit test instead of a compliance test, though? If we knew automatically, it wouldn't be much of a test. To be clear, what I mean by a shit test is "if you are disagreeable you pass" and what I mean by a compliance test is "if you are agreeable you pass."
I get your points, but quite honestly Christianity isn't a test beyond "Yes I will go God's way and receive salvation for my sins" or "No I won't go God's way". It's really just that simple Dollfan.
God has done and is doing everything He can to afford salvation for all mankind. He knows the terrible fix we're all in and made provision out of it for us. But we have to do things his way in this matter. There is only one path to eternal life with God and that path is Jesus Christ His Son. So, now I hope it's a little clearer why I'd like to create a Christ-chan AI personality module for robowaifus, so that she can be a comfort and possibly even a pathway to salvation for anons, especially ones in OP's type of situation!