>>39586
There's no confusion. Having greater control of how your brain processes thoughts and concepts is a good thing. Vision is not solely in the occipital lobe. Visual processing is rich in context as we light up with physics simulations, recreations of past events, assigning words to everything, etc... It's deeply complex and worthwhile to use various aspects of our brain to build grander understanding. It's a skill I believe everyone can learn, and is greatly beneficial to practice. I lacked an internal monologue until my loud reading lead to enough annoyance that I had to be taught to orate the words within my head. Similarly, visualizing within my mind was a skill I learned as I had great need of simulating mechanisms without a computer to offload the effort to. Which had the knock on effect of unlocking visual dreams and reading became more enjoyable.
I don't believe in NPC's, I believe in people who lack forces guiding them to properly utilize their mind. I pity them for the atrophy they clearly suffer from. Yet, it's never too late to gain these useful functions.
>Meditation clearing our internal monologue
Enjoy the silence, the void offers grace from stresses of reality. If you think cessation of useful functions is what causes benefits, rather than cessation of agitation, I've got heaps of medicine to sell, but not an ounce of cure or prevention.
Forgive me if I come off negative, your lack of thought and contemplation is frustrating.
>>39592
Someday, I hope to be as kind as you. Though, I lash out against those who ignore that which would enhance their lives as a form of Christian love. I want everyone to embrace Gods bountiful gifts.